all mixed up ; messed up8:43 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
my day was sucky
seriously
fought with mom over usual shit
i hate her sometimes seriously
she's sofuckingannoying
pleasepissoffandgoaway!
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and fought with tim after that also
it's not like i ask so much of him omg
but still i'm wrong :/
aiyo whatever lah, don't care anymore.
ugh.
v day was fuckin depressing
all those couples in an overcrowded mall !
seriously claustrophobic
it was cute but somewhat sucky cos i didn't have anyone
no presents, no valentine, nothing.
nobody at all asked me out or to be their valentine
i'm sorry to be such a moaning minnie but seriously lah!
is it THAT fucking hard to find a decent guy
its not like im asking for the friggin world
i just want someone nice/smart/kind/funny/loyal/fairly attractive :S anyone got any recommendations??
i went out with tim.. we walked around
then watched a movie till my parents picked me up
super loserish lor i
speaking of loserish
i need to let go wei seriously
this is so stupid
so dumb
and now that __________________'s in the picture
more complicated shit
going on
and i just can't deal right now
not now.
i hate feeling this way.
I JUST DON'T FEEL GOOD ENOUGH
fucking stupid pathetic good for nothing
sorry, wallowing session.
sigh.
it's over now.
