princess bitch.4:29 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
i fell asleep
sorry,
baby D:
I JUST WANNA GET DRESSED UP AND FEEL LIKE A PRINCESS FOR ONCE. i noe its stupid but it's once in a lifetime. i wanna go for prom! :(
i can't believe i'm too scared to ask my parents whether i can go for prom. they sure think its stupid and ask what for?? what kind of relationship is this wei? :/ what the fuck
:X
i hate confrontations cos they never turn out the way i want them to.
in the meantime they treat me like i'm 7, not 17,
they act like i don't know how to use my brains and always act on my emotions.
pfft what the heck right?
duh no wonder i don't tell them things la. -_-'
i mean like the whole guys issue , it's over already a long time ago la .
i'm just friends with everyone now .
like, just get over it already la ish. -__-
for fuck's sake, stop thinking there's more going on when there's NOTHING. like
ZIP ZILCH NADA ZERO .
if only they knew right ? and understood ? cannot get that into their head ah ??
ishness, kinda fed up of the male species at the moment . except for a few guys but those are the exceptions .
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sigh.
my mom's out of town for a few days and i do miss her but honestly it's quite a relief cos no one to nag me and breathe down my neck about stuff . i mean ugh now i sound like some horrible daughter but yeah :/ she's just over paranoid about everything la . it's like one mistake and suddenly i'm under a fricking microscope ! like,
i tell you what's going on also you cannot understand or agree with me on, so obviously i don't want to
waste my time by trying right??
aiyoyo . so geram la sometimes .
my LOUD 08 performance was good tho i think sound system wasn't that good .cos like i didn't get my sound check cos even when i came early they didn't set it up yet . pfft. so that's why i didn't sound very loud . D: i've got videos.
i sang with Chris on Saturday night for his LEO gala dinner . we sang 'At the Beginning' by Richard Marx and Donna Lewis, and 'Someday We'll Know' by Jonathan Foreman and Mandy Moore (made famous by the A Walk to Remember soundtrack) after that, we watched the videos and we sounded pretty good yay . =)wanna perform again, it's so fun lah :D i went to his hse on wednesday to practice . my first impression of him was that he was pretty perasan la but i found out once you get to know him he's not, really. my bad for judging him, actually he's very talented only that's why he comes across that way . D: HAHA. he cooks very well also . so fattening la going to his house! he makes his own mayonaise :O but it was nice . his mother is super nice also, very supportive of him . she listened to us sing and gave her feedback and all. =) he has loads of self improvement tips lol. funny la.
i've been going to gym a lot lately. hoping to lose some weight. my mom doesn't really like me going to gym duno why -_- she complains i go 2 much but like what the heck i only go to get fit , shouldn't she be happy i'm getting exercise and being productive instead of lazing at home like a couch potato ? :/
-__-'
that's why i go alot la , cos i went up in my weight okay. wanna go DOWN laaaa , tsk tsk.
i miss my brother heaps. :/
ther's a Young Writer's Camp I'm going for at the end of November. having mixed feelings about it D:
and my school play is this Sunday on my school's Awards Nite. EVERYONE READING THIS COME OKAY? it's gonna be like quite a big production cos it's a musical!. i'm singing =) ask me for details if you're interested. of the event, not me singing i mean :P
i've been so busy with Awards Nite preparation. so much 2 do,so little time :(
hahaha i like smiling at you for no reason. WAHAHAHA *grins
very fun la!
anyway!
haha too true
i'll let the pictures do the talking.
toes. (:
darren nah and i. haha silly guy. :P
zoe's and my head look abnormally large here for our bodies. like bobble head dolls. :O freaky.
i like this even tho the lighting is kinda weird
hugs not drugs, !
love not war !
bye now. =)
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