fuck this.1:22 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
i hate my goddamn fucking feelings.
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you.
fuck. both. of. you.
lol.
i understand. i understand why you're not as invested in this as me.
because you're leaving.
i feel your scratches. bruises form on my skin
you can't see them but i know they are there.
old scars, old wounds. this always happens.
if you look closely. you'd see imprints of you.
and the thick, heavy knowledge of the deceit.
i don't feel guilty.
and i hate that you affect me in this way.
i hate that i feel this way at all.
fuck. this. shit.
