i can feel my defenses wearing thin

i'm alone and on my own

but this time i think i can handle it.

i can do this :)

sometimes i think i could fall in love with you again. maybe.

but it would be a mother of all bad ideas.

charles, i do wish you would know that i miss you. :)

i'd rather die than admit this to you though.

knowing that you don't know about the existence of this blog reassures me :P

i want to know, do you miss me too?

maybe that's what i need to have closure.

fuck these bloody hormones :P

designer :
JUNE - visualwalker

header image :
IU - korean singer

lyric :
IGNITE - you