sadness4:49 AM
Sunday, July 1, 2012
i feel as guilty as sin
as terrible as fuck
i love my boyfriend
but i love sex!
i love giving oral sex!
i am such a bad person
i am covered with shame
i love you, ifu
but you broke my heart
just a little bit
maybe that is what drove me to tonight
to doing something that is as familiar to me
cheating
i don't blame you for not trusting me
i'm not worthy of you
definitely not
guilt smothers me
like a blanket
and I am so filled with shame it eats me up
bruises me worse than what you did.
i love you
but i hate you at the same time.
