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i just watched Gossip Girl.
OMG JENNY AND NATE KISSED YAY!!!!
nate looked so hot. but jenny's shaggy hair is not my favorite look of hers.
and the makeup? ease up honey, you're starting to look like a panda.
but otherwise YAY!!!!
and yes, i'm done.
for now.
*smiles evilly.

Labels: Gossip Girl

no matter what happens
i'll always be here.
a hand to hold.
even when we grow old.
we change, we wait.

Labels: poetry

get the hell out,
i'm going to cut all ties,
you wanna play this game?
fine.
not tonight
i'm not gonna be your fool, not tonight.
you think i don't remember?
but i do.
i do.

Labels: song lyrics

Get out of this town
this music flowing in my veins i swear to god it's my crutch for the moment
i'm weak i'm strong i'm good and i'm a mess
and yes
so it's more than a few bad hair days for me
and i feel more than a little ugly
but that's just today
tomorrow i'll feel better
shake up my hair a little
do a little maths
and i discovered this equation don't have you in it honey
so i suggest
you put your money where your mouth is
you tell me i love you
but honestly i'm not seeing it
so just for one second get over yourself
spare me cos i've heard it all before and don't blame me
cos you talk the talk but don't walk the talk
so this time i'm walk walk walking away
from you and
you don't get to cry
this time i'm the one saying goodbye
once you change then we'll talk;
i've got better things to do with my time
and i know better than to listen to you
spin me the same old lines

Labels: poetry, song lyrics

i went to sungei wang today.
not sungai wang. lol
spelling error my bad

i bought a turquoise sports dress, black and white tube top, bright pink half jacket, dark blue Abercrombie and Fitch polo tee, and a black and white sweater. (so Topshop - mum spotted! ) oh and black sparkly flats !
but i didn't get what i really wanted to find, which was something plaid/checked , a vest, and high waisted
didn't have enough time. i wanna go again. maybe with carolyn, joy and shana. or debbie, abby, and kajeng!
and PVC leggings. or leatherish like leggings.
haha
i don't know why but fringed stuff is really in at the moment
and i find it really ugly
okay not EVERYTHING fringed is ugly but most are
saw this SUPER duper nice skirt at Miss Selfridge 50% off. its cobalt blue and there's one in pink too. didn't check the price though, bet my bitchy mum wont let me get it. bah. she's so mean sometimes. quality > quantity laaa. geez.
had my eye on this new Sony Ericsson phone. guy gave quite a reasonable offer for it but mum objected .gah. a new phone's supposed to be new superoverdue birthday present.
i was a tad pissed. she can be so el cheapo sometimes ! T_T
oh well. we disagree on clothing .i was listening to pastor henry ramaya or isit pillai's sermon in my mom's car. he comes across as pompous and patronizing. and condescending too. not to mention judgmental. to me anyway. i don't think it's right to judge people just because of their clothing. i dislike people who judge other people based on what they wear.
okay maybe some clothing is not appropriate yes but they are still people who need to be saved. and just because a girl wears a mini skirt means she is a slut or whatever. i mean wtf. i don't even wear the clothes to attract the boys i wear it cos i look GOOD thats what. geez.like i dont even like some of the stuff YOU wear but do I objecT? no right?so fuck off and leave me alone.
thats what i feel like saying to her. i'm fucking eighteen already lah. :X bah. loser.

today's Paroimia practice was good i felt i was sort of evil. and i think i did a pretty good job as a jester. even though i felt stupid. i can do better though so will try and do better this friday's practice and saturday's vetting.

i had maths tuition today. omg i totally love carolyn. she is my math tutor and she is AWESOME! haha ill die without her. my maths would suffer to the max i used to hate my name. but i like it now. only its abit too common. but whatever.
looking forward to tomorrow's outing =D

i'm listening to Katy Perry's 'Thinking of You' now.
it makes me cry.
i don't know why.
she sings with such emotion
and that music video is just right for the song.
:)

go away,
i don't want to listen to your lies,
not today,
i need someone to hug me, tell me it'll be okay.

i can't do this alone.
i can't.
i can't.



MOUTH from One Tree Hill is a total assface dickhead.
why? you say.
well because he ENTERTAINED GiGi.
the motherfucker.
i don't blame Millicent at all Not ONE FUCKING BIT
I mean he fucking deserved it la pls
i mean 'SO what?' you might say 'he never did anything with her also'
BUT ITS THE FUCKING PRINCIPLE OF IT
you stay away from ppl who try to break you and ur gf/bf up!!!!!
its common sense.
like let's say you'r fasting
TAKKAN YOU HANG AROUND FOOD RIGHT?
WTF WTF WTF
LOL
sorry i just feel mouth totally had it coming to him
UGH!!!!
MOST GUYS ARE CHEATS LIARS DICKHEADS AND @!@!#!#_!#_!# *insert rude insulting word here*
note i said MOST and NOT all. so do not call me sexist, prz and tq! :P
and i got super sexy shoes from Vincci+, the high end Vincci Shoe Store.
LOVE LOVE LOVE
went to Pavillion today! shopped at parkson!
and i got something from Triumph
and i got lots of stuff from Xixili YAY YAY :D:D:D
and new earrings from DIVA!
I'm such a loser
hahaha
i had yoghurt for dinner.
at home
:D
watching OTH
i'm reading 'Chasing Harry Winston' now by Lauren Weisenberger. (not sure if that's how u spell it)
its not too bad. but somehow her characters are so unrelateable. I don't know
maybe i'm just too picky
but like I love the light funny frothy way of writing that Jill Mansell and Sophie Kinsella employ.
is that sentence even gramatically correct?
oh screw it
its my blog i can write whatever the hell i want
HAHAHAH
but seriously.
i almost got SEVEN FOR ALL MANKIND and FRANKIE B JEANS
i want them so bad. but mom said no cos she's taking me to sungai wang to shop.
anyone wanna come with meeee ? :P
however tim pointed out something extremely funny and practical when i texted him about how emo i was that i couldn't get the jeans.
and he was right
i'm such a brand whore sometimes
T_T
not all the time though
so dont sue me
:D
but tim made me laugh and feel a lot better about not getting the jeans
:D
hahaha
tq tim!
not like he reads this but wtv la.
i'm like so into vintage stuff now. so love the whole topshop look thing.
and online shopping is so addictive!!
MUST STOP
HAHAHA
:D
and for all the people they can think whatever the hell they want to think
screw you all, motherfuckerssss
i'm serious.
:P:P
got nothing better to do
god.
do the world a favor and go jump off a cliff please.
:)
i sound so evil la but seriously!
mind your own freaking BUSINESS
i like reading xiaxue's blog.
she's just so funny.
LOL
but like obviously half the things she says are to garner ratings and readers and shit
so like just read with a clear head
:D
her dog is so cute though.
i'm talking alot of crap now lol
congrats, sarah t, on her SPM results .!
you're so awesomely smart and clever
don't you ever freaking DOUBT it too!!!
I LOVE YOU TO THE MAXIMUM
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope we can go recording
we'd make a kickass team
and yes i mean ALL of us who's going!!
hell yeah.
i'm all excited now.
so stupid.
syok sendiri.
i feel like singing and performing!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

saturday was good. watched Street Fighter, which sucked. like a serious waste of time. -_- too bad. cos i like Kristin Kreuk. better luck choosing the next film you act in, Kristin!
:x
lol.
watched Sex Drive after that, pretty funny, but 5/6 out of 10 for raunchy humor.
ate at Le Marche for dinner. love that place. :) food was so yummy.
monday was pretty good in between.
watched Marley and Me with Tim. :)
nice show.
i cried.
7 out of 10.
i'm reading the book now.
the author's pretty good.
i don't know where i put my 'All-American Girl' by Meg Cabot.
i just bought it too
:S
hope i find it.
i'm also reading 'Fashion Slaves' by.. i can't remember her name
lol
it's quite okay so far.
i wish my brother was around. i really need him.
i miss him.
seems like everything's piling on my head and i just need to breathe.
thanks to all those who've been concerned
:)
i'm still hanging in there.
yay that ben and nikki's coming back from NS.
gonna party
:D
hahah
miss them so much. will never forget what they did for me
:)
love you guys wei and i DONT say that to everyone so yeah. :P
bought a new top , black with white stars, racerback tank. like so love.
it came with a pink top too. translucent and baby doll ish.
so cute.
i want to get red high waisted shortsss @!#!%!#@@!
lol
and anything plaid.
and possibly a cute boyfriend shirt.
and a zebraish tee!
lolol
ahhhh
wanna get more makeup and clothing .
sigh .
must curb this habit
:P
its evilllllllllllllllllllllllll

________________
i curl up in a ball on the bed
i know this time i'm in over my head
they're threatening to cut me, make me bleed
but i close my eyes and take no heed
this time at least.
turn the music up so loud;
i want to drown
the weight of my thoughts
the black hole of silence.

today it's time. i'm stepping out. it's a new habit i have to learn.
i just want to say i'm sorry.
it's just that you always make me feel this way.
well not always.,
but it's like you KNOW what you can do to me and you DO it just because you CAN.
which kinda sucks.
but whatever.
i act like a total biatch to you sometimes i know.
i have good reasons for them too..
LOL
but like it still doesn't make it right you know?
yeahhh.
:/
so i'll try not to be that way.
don't want to end up old and alone after all.
and you ARE one of the most important people in my life.
so yeah (:
i love you.
don't forget that.
ever.

drugs
mother
Sun
sadness
curiosity
the reason why
just no, fuck no.
tumblr
how to recognize I'm a psycho
fuck you. I'm fine alone.

i wrap my world in you
all you can think is yourself
this is a time i have to leave
i'm in this by my self
-ignite

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