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I feel SO annoyed with you sometimes.
seriously I do.
i want to slap your face,.!
you don't call back when you say you will.
you don't text back.
It's such a big disgrace
I don't know where you are, or who you're with, or what you're doing.

I miss you and you say you do too.
But honestly I ain't really seeing it.
and I think I'm getting the flu (not again)

Labels: angst, poetry, song lyrics

i miss you. like an ache under my skin.

Labels: poetry, song lyrics

i hate that you can see through me.

Labels: alone, angst, poetry, song lyrics

i've given you my heart,

Labels: poetry, song lyrics

those words you said. More than i can bear. Each word cuts into my skin. Blood drips on the floor. 'Say it,' I command you. 'Just say it and get it over with.' 'You're not good enough for me. You will never be good enough for me.' . I want this pain to go away. I want the cuts to heal. The bruises no one sees. no one who knows the real me.

Labels: angst, poetry, song lyrics

i walk my life with two parallels
by my side.
love and hate
i hate you but my love is stronger.
does that make sense?
i still remember.
i have the scars to prove it.

Labels: angst, poetry, song lyrics

you, you, you warm my heart.
and i am reminded of how much I love you.
I do, I do, I do.





-if my heart was a house, you'd be home.- Owl City.


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went for brekkie with the best friend today :)
expensive, but worth it. =)
i always enjoy the time we have together.
came back home slept, and went to church later.
wore my black blazer with rusty silver button that i bought from the tailor's
(the button, not the blazer x)
my white paneled zippered skirt and my black shirt
and my mother's vintage necklace and my black leopard print heel pumps :D
i wanted to wear my new rings from Diva
but decided they didn't go with my outfit
:P

haha the video got unveiled today.
response was goodddd
:D
so embarassing la, what i was doing at the beginning :X

oh welll it's for the greater good i guess?:P

Labels: love sappy loser, poetry, song lyrics

oh oh my
look what you've done
go away now,
you've had your fun


kill me i'd rather be dead than in this moment
i try and try to lose my head
but you seem to always be here


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watched mariah carey's 'obssessed' live.. damn that girl can sing super high notes. jealous.
are those even notes on a piano?
omg
:s
crazy

i tried on a sweetheart neckline black lace full length zipper dress.
nice, but too much cleavage
x(

i really wish my boobs were smaller sometimes
haha!

i downloaded all the OC soundtracks
omgomg i love indie music so much

and photography

been watching Gossip girl
and desperate housewives.
i love Gossip girl fashion

i got two rings from Diva that says ROCK and ROLL
:D
OMG so happy
wanted them before, but it was rm 40 bloody expensive, i'll say
but they were on saleeeee
I nearly died of happiness . it totally made my day

been shopping alot lately
:S
its badddd
ahhaha
i'm brokee.. more or less
bah
SAT is difficult but i thnk i can do it
:D
*crosses fingers

Labels: Gossip Girl, poetry, song lyrics, tv series

it's no secret that I'm in love with you.
i hate that it has to destroy us in two.

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he's a good-time, cowboy casanova,
take it from me.
i know you're running, you're trying to hide
but let me tell you
you're outta time
he'll get your heart and
break it apart
and you'll never know what hit your pretty little head.
he'll shoot his poison tipped arrow
and boom you're dead.

Labels: poetry, song lyrics, stupid

i'm tired of being here.

Labels: angst, poetry

i think i'm a little bit in love with you, but only if you're a little bit in love with me.
promise me,
but you won't;
you stubborn stubborn boy!
you'd never let those words cross your lips
you treat me like i'm just a toy
causin' me these sleepless nights
honey, i don't wanna fight
not tonight.
let's just be happy.
enjoy this sweet single rare solitary moment.
i feel like i'm at home with you
and all love songs remind me of you.
(:

Labels: poetry, song lyrics

Labels: poetry

you're so cute it should be a crime

Labels: poetry, song lyrics

you'll sit by me and we don't even have to talk, just day dream until we both fall asleep.

Labels: poetry, song lyrics

a heart of stone, a smoking gun

Labels: poetry, secrets, song lyrics

it's a pity ,
a sad, sad thing
a crying shame!
that things gotta turn out this way.
i'd be lying if i said i didn't miss you
but i do, every single day.
i wish for your voice on the phone
your arms to hold me so
i won't feel quite so alone
give me a little time
i'm not made of stone.

Labels: alone, poetry, song lyrics

that single moment
before you kissed her
there were stars in her eyes.
did you miss it?
were you too busy looking for yourself?
solitary, and beautiful.
it's time she wrote her own story now.
anyway, electricity is seriously overrated.
:)

Labels: alone, memories, poetry, song lyrics

i'm cutting my hair,
and changing my clothes,
you won't even recognize me.
i wish i could say i hate you.
and maybe i do, just a little bit.
but right now.
i @#!)#!)#!)#!)@#%(^(#$%@#%@$@ want to kill you
and all your pretty little lies.
i want you out.
now.
here's what you did.
you broke my heart.
stepped on it, and broke it apart.
no more, not this time.
you will no longer be a part of my life.
i'm wiping you out.
thank you for everything.
but tonight's going to be a good, good night.
i've got a feeling.

Labels: poetry, song lyrics

there is no time to stay.
for people who don't want me around.
it makes no sense, really.
to be in a place
where all they want is
for you to go away.

Labels: poetry, song lyrics

i'm feeling a little lonely tonight
a little blue
the darkness is cold tonight
can i stay here with you?
it's our thing,
to fight until we're crazy,
someday maybe...
i love you.
_______

Labels: poetry, song lyrics

drugs
mother
Sun
sadness
curiosity
the reason why
just no, fuck no.
tumblr
how to recognize I'm a psycho
fuck you. I'm fine alone.

i wrap my world in you
all you can think is yourself
this is a time i have to leave
i'm in this by my self
-ignite

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