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it's been a long LONG time since I posted.
but I just want to speak out what's been on my heart, on my mind.
after going through another crazy episode, (those damn hormones)
when I feel so freaking lonely I'm just like bloody crying myself to sleep and resisting negative tendencies...

people have asked me why I still do this. how I'm so stupid. how I can't let go.
maybe that's not such a bad thing.

if you really cared about me, you wouldn't judge me. you would support me me and what (or who) makes ME happy. (fuck the haters haha :P)

and being with him makes me happy.

(you may feel free to leave the page now as I'mma go all SAPPY AND CHEESY on your ass)


I think I've found someone I've been looking for, my entire life.
Someone with whom I can truly be myself.
Someone who loves me, and does not judge me.

Someday, I hope we'll look back and laugh at how silly we were.
I hope even if things change, we'll always have this to hold on to.
The perfect moments.

You might have chemistry with her, but you have chemistry AND history with me.

; Lauren: Sounds like we're both far from perfect.

David: Maybe we're perfect for each other. -Melrose Place

; sometimes I wonder, what keeps me going? I can just give up and walk away. But this love fuels me on. I am determined to fight.

; Tell me how to win your heart, Cos I haven't got a clue, But let me start by saying, I love you...(: - Glee

Labels: love, love sappy loser, memories

I can't sleep. I'm thinking about you. How I belong with you. It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you. Who's to say who we are? I feel it in the air when we're together. A sense of comfort. A bond unbreakable. An electric current so thick you can feel it buzzing in the air. I love you. I hold you in my heart. I can't explain it, this feeling. I can't put it into words. But i can sure as hell try.

Labels: love, love sappy loser

my jobbbb

Labels: love, love sappy loser

you, you, you warm my heart.
and i am reminded of how much I love you.
I do, I do, I do.





-if my heart was a house, you'd be home.- Owl City.


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went for brekkie with the best friend today :)
expensive, but worth it. =)
i always enjoy the time we have together.
came back home slept, and went to church later.
wore my black blazer with rusty silver button that i bought from the tailor's
(the button, not the blazer x)
my white paneled zippered skirt and my black shirt
and my mother's vintage necklace and my black leopard print heel pumps :D
i wanted to wear my new rings from Diva
but decided they didn't go with my outfit
:P

haha the video got unveiled today.
response was goodddd
:D
so embarassing la, what i was doing at the beginning :X

oh welll it's for the greater good i guess?:P

Labels: love sappy loser, poetry, song lyrics

i am totally inspired to write a post on love on the datingish site.
HAHA
i am such a sap.
face it.
no matter that i've been burned before. (once bitten twice shy, they say)
and that's true for me
but I STILL BELIEVE IN L-O-V-E.
i will fight for it to the death.
true love exists in the world.
even if it's not for me.
:p
no but on a serious note i am a sappy loser
x)
i LOVE love
:)

Labels: love sappy loser

drugs
mother
Sun
sadness
curiosity
the reason why
just no, fuck no.
tumblr
how to recognize I'm a psycho
fuck you. I'm fine alone.

i wrap my world in you
all you can think is yourself
this is a time i have to leave
i'm in this by my self
-ignite

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