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it's been a long LONG time since I posted.
but I just want to speak out what's been on my heart, on my mind.
after going through another crazy episode, (those damn hormones)
when I feel so freaking lonely I'm just like bloody crying myself to sleep and resisting negative tendencies...

people have asked me why I still do this. how I'm so stupid. how I can't let go.
maybe that's not such a bad thing.

if you really cared about me, you wouldn't judge me. you would support me me and what (or who) makes ME happy. (fuck the haters haha :P)

and being with him makes me happy.

(you may feel free to leave the page now as I'mma go all SAPPY AND CHEESY on your ass)


I think I've found someone I've been looking for, my entire life.
Someone with whom I can truly be myself.
Someone who loves me, and does not judge me.

Someday, I hope we'll look back and laugh at how silly we were.
I hope even if things change, we'll always have this to hold on to.
The perfect moments.

You might have chemistry with her, but you have chemistry AND history with me.

; Lauren: Sounds like we're both far from perfect.

David: Maybe we're perfect for each other. -Melrose Place

; sometimes I wonder, what keeps me going? I can just give up and walk away. But this love fuels me on. I am determined to fight.

; Tell me how to win your heart, Cos I haven't got a clue, But let me start by saying, I love you...(: - Glee

Labels: love, love sappy loser, memories

that single moment
before you kissed her
there were stars in her eyes.
did you miss it?
were you too busy looking for yourself?
solitary, and beautiful.
it's time she wrote her own story now.
anyway, electricity is seriously overrated.
:)

Labels: alone, memories, poetry, song lyrics

i need to breathe.
my mind is filled with a million things
and i'm thinking over the things you said.
it hurts, but doesn't the truth always do that?
hurt, i mean.
perhaps we are all living in denial,
oh, sweet denial.
this is and isn't easy for me.
i am a contradiction.
a walking, living, breathing one.
everyday you are drawing
a little further from me.
feels like I just lost you somewhere
in the aftermath
of the shock.

Labels: memories, poetry, sadness, song lyrics

waii lidet wan!?


miss you baby, we keep missing each other . i thought you were coming back on9 but you didn't . mana youuu ? :(


today was fun, again.

(:

haha. went out with joy and got joce's present . haha black and pink make-up box, so pretty. me also want okayh? :P





balancing act, babeh. (:








two of my favorite people. =)






a trip back to the past. retardish. :D

WHAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO READ REALLY HAPPENED.

Some random person in the fitting room : Oh Lord, forgive me for the size of my boobs .
* Shammie & I laugh hysterically but silently*

Some friend of the random person : It's not big, lah !
Random person : It's the biggest part of me . You missed it ? Wow . [sarcastic voice]
* Shammie & I laugh harder *
ahhh let the good times roll. =)

Shut Up & Let Me Go by the Ting Tings = addictive. :D
but i'll probably tire of it soon enough if i listen to it alot.

if i could be a superman,i'd fly you to the stars and back again.
cause every time you touch my hand,and feel my powers running through your veins,
but i can only write this song
and tell you that i’m not that strong.
cause i'm no superman,
i hope you like me as i am.
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY baby
and it's damn nice. (:

Labels: balancing act, favorite, memories

drugs
mother
Sun
sadness
curiosity
the reason why
just no, fuck no.
tumblr
how to recognize I'm a psycho
fuck you. I'm fine alone.

i wrap my world in you
all you can think is yourself
this is a time i have to leave
i'm in this by my self
-ignite

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