Visual Walker

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9:28 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

been busy cleaning out my room

i'm sick

don't think it's swine flu though

no fever

sandra got it, poor thing

but hospital treated her and let her out

just in time for her birthdayyyy

i didn't meet her so to all people i've met in the past 7 days don't worry ya!!

i have loaaaaads of stuff, i've never realised

loads of jewelry, clothing, shoes, NOTEBOOKS, pens, pencils, CDs, etc

OMG

crazy

those who don't knoiw me who might think i'm boasting.. i'm really not..

sham, you would know i'm not boasting

(but u have alot of stuff too HA :P )

and yet i want more more MORE

like the cookie monster

somebody shoot me

i want a huge room with 1000000 huge cupboards for all me stuff :( :(

and now i shall post photos of random stuff!

my eyes after putting blue mascara and blue eyeliner

hmmm

what do you think???

experimenting with makeup

your football jersey :)

i miss you!

Labels: cleaning, shammie, swine flu

2:06 AM

Thursday, April 9, 2009

sometimes i want to scream at myself for being the biggest ass FOOL on this planet :P
but i don't think i'm the worst after all.
HAHA.
two steps forward, one step backward.
i take it one day at the time :]
it's all good.
i've got people to watch my back after all
and I'm so thankful
that i never went out with him
got a warning from the astronaut
and he was right as usual.
LOL
if you want me i'm a lot harder to get
so
you better do better than that.
~Katy Perry
:)
I need to set myself up a little higher. just need to chill and not overthink
because it's a bad habit and i end up being sad and silly.
which is BAD and B told me to be strong
and he's right.
i'm gonna try, every day.
not lose faith
even though it seems difficult
but i will.
with the help of them.
i CAN do this
i WILL do it
i know i can.
i believe it.
God willing.
:]
it's a fight i have to make.
the price i have to pay.
just keep swimming, swimming, swimming.
haha that reminds me of her.
:O
TQ B, I owe you.
I do. :)
i need to open my eyes and see who's around me to help me up.
and sometimes people surprise you.
sometimes i need you, and sometimes i don't.
and not this time,
this time i won't.
sometimes you just need to reach out to see who's there.
a beautiful tragedy.
:)

currently tuning into 'Breathe - Taylor Swift ft. Colbie Caillat'

and yet it rains when you're gone.

Labels: angst, appreciation, shammie

to baby2:28 AM

Friday, December 12, 2008

fo' sho, fo' shizzle
we're cool, we're hot
we bring the rain down to a drizzle
i don't care if this rhyme don't make no sense
cos it's supposed to be nonsense
all you haters out there
you can stop and stare
cos this is how we roll
like the freshest to the yes'sir
we like perfume on our table dresser
and shopping for clothes
and eating ice cream and ranting about our woes
blocked ears&boobies !
and onesweetinsanity !
cos it's love, love, love that makes the world go round
oh you know it, baby.
;]

Labels: shammie