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i've been super emo lately lah. bah. so stupid.
i'm so sick of the PMS and the hormones. GODDAMNIT.
ugh.
*gonna stab myself to death now.

Labels: angst, PMS

i feel stupid too
D: D:

Labels: stupid

so today was kinda funny.
planned to go to school but that didn't work out .

was supposed to have a study session with baby and tim at Ikea. i was pissed at tim aha so it was kinda awkward .D: baby lazy to study so she ended up sketching instead , and tim didn't bring his books. pfft. :P but i did work, surprisingly :) science haha and quite a lot of pages too :O then after that we took a cab to Jaya 33 and had like a really quick swim there and my dad came and picked baby and I up.
things really were better after i resolved things with tim :P like it felt alot more cool between the 3 of us . =)
elaborate more 2mr :)
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TAGG!
I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
awesome. *wistful sigh :[


I am listening to:
t-shirt by Shontelle Layne


I talk:
in circles :O


I love:
you know who you are :] . or maybe you don't but i don't care lah . lol. awesome. :D


My best friends:
are here for me. :]

My first real kiss:
was super. :]


I hate it when people ask:
stupid questions


Love is:
- something everyone seeks for in life.
-what I want. :]


Marriage is:
- something i look forward to in the future.


Somewhere, someone is thinking:
- about me; hopefully.


I'll always:
have a little bit of hope for love in life for me .
who doesn't ? :P


I have a crush on:
ask me no questions, I'll tell you no lies.


The last time I cried was because:
I was reading an article haha :P


My cell phone:
is too goddamn OLD and SCREWED UP. :P


When I wake up in the morning:
i think, 'damn. i wanna go back to bed.'


Before I go to bed:
i don't intend on going to bed. :P


Right now I am thinking about:
you. :D


Babies are:
cute. but annoying at times.


I get on Myspace:
very seldom. FACEBOOK FTW :D


Today I:
actually DID science at Ikea. :O


Tonight I:
am going to have a short sleep :(

Tomorrow it will be:
- a better day, hopefully. ;)


I really want to ...
- enjoy every single moment of my life as if it's my last. =]


hot sexy girls HERE!
HAHAHA
so funny la.
so sexy, kan ? ;]
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this made me cry.
dunno why, I'm really emoticonal lately.
damn those hormones.
D:
sigh.
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Labels: funny, sadness

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down,

Don't you know I'd

I'd take another chance, take a fall

Take a shot for you

Labels: angst, song lyrics

soo this morning i was supposed to go out for breakfast with baby but she had no transport so i went out with Ian. for a short while.. just to catch up (: we went to McD's and i got the cheapest thing. Fillet O' fish. haha cheapskate ole me :P whaaat . trying to save money laa ): i stole some of his fries :D and then ate a vanilla ice cream cone;his treat (But i didn't mind cos it was like only 2.50 :p) it was so nice :) i feel hungry thinking about it .. ): sigh
then after that went with Tim to RedBox but I couldn't really sing cos I was like fluey and phlegmy and stuff ): sucks lah. spoil my mood only. haha but I really like Dido's 'White Flag' and when i sang that song suddenly it reminded me of Dido and I was like eh, i wonder where she went on the music scene? hmm but then later when we walked to One Utama we saw Dido is gonna release her new album and if you eat at Ms. Read you'll get a discount or something . so ngam i was thinking about her somemore :O during RedBox Tim kept insisting he couldn't sing very well but he still sounded loads better than me pfft ish .-___-' i wasn't much fun to hang with i think cos i wasn't really feeling well :( bah ish so after that we went to gym with Jon, Tim's brother .. :) couldn't really exercise much cos felt really lethargic and fluey ): then dad picked me up and i went home. I'm glad Tim and I are hanging again cos it's fun to hang with him and things are good :)
my mom thot i was with shammie and ian
yes i am such a liar D:
it's not like i have a choice tho , she acts so goddamn annoying about guys
tomorrow i might hopefully go out with baby and tim and go Ikea to study then gym :)
awesomeness

Labels: RedBox, Tim

there's just so many goddamned keys.



and I just can't seem to find the right one.

I hate .

Labels: confusion, keys

WENT TO GYM WITH BABY today!

Labels: posers, swimming

waii lidet wan!?


miss you baby, we keep missing each other . i thought you were coming back on9 but you didn't . mana youuu ? :(


today was fun, again.

(:

haha. went out with joy and got joce's present . haha black and pink make-up box, so pretty. me also want okayh? :P





balancing act, babeh. (:








two of my favorite people. =)






a trip back to the past. retardish. :D

WHAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO READ REALLY HAPPENED.

Some random person in the fitting room : Oh Lord, forgive me for the size of my boobs .
* Shammie & I laugh hysterically but silently*

Some friend of the random person : It's not big, lah !
Random person : It's the biggest part of me . You missed it ? Wow . [sarcastic voice]
* Shammie & I laugh harder *
ahhh let the good times roll. =)

Shut Up & Let Me Go by the Ting Tings = addictive. :D
but i'll probably tire of it soon enough if i listen to it alot.

if i could be a superman,i'd fly you to the stars and back again.
cause every time you touch my hand,and feel my powers running through your veins,
but i can only write this song
and tell you that i’m not that strong.
cause i'm no superman,
i hope you like me as i am.
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY baby
and it's damn nice. (:

Labels: balancing act, favorite, memories

i fell asleep sorry, baby D:
I JUST WANNA GET DRESSED UP AND FEEL LIKE A PRINCESS FOR ONCE. i noe its stupid but it's once in a lifetime. i wanna go for prom! :(
i can't believe i'm too scared to ask my parents whether i can go for prom. they sure think its stupid and ask what for?? what kind of relationship is this wei? :/ what the fuck
:X
i hate confrontations cos they never turn out the way i want them to.
in the meantime they treat me like i'm 7, not 17,
they act like i don't know how to use my brains and always act on my emotions.
pfft what the heck right?
duh no wonder i don't tell them things la. -_-'
i mean like the whole guys issue , it's over already a long time ago la .
i'm just friends with everyone now .
like, just get over it already la ish. -__-
for fuck's sake, stop thinking there's more going on when there's NOTHING. like

ZIP ZILCH NADA ZERO .

if only they knew right ? and understood ? cannot get that into their head ah ??
ishness, kinda fed up of the male species at the moment . except for a few guys but those are the exceptions .
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sigh.
my mom's out of town for a few days and i do miss her but honestly it's quite a relief cos no one to nag me and breathe down my neck about stuff . i mean ugh now i sound like some horrible daughter but yeah :/ she's just over paranoid about everything la . it's like one mistake and suddenly i'm under a fricking microscope ! like,
i tell you what's going on also you cannot understand or agree with me on, so obviously i don't want to
waste my time by trying right??
aiyoyo . so geram la sometimes .
my LOUD 08 performance was good tho i think sound system wasn't that good .cos like i didn't get my sound check cos even when i came early they didn't set it up yet . pfft. so that's why i didn't sound very loud . D: i've got videos.
i sang with Chris on Saturday night for his LEO gala dinner . we sang 'At the Beginning' by Richard Marx and Donna Lewis, and 'Someday We'll Know' by Jonathan Foreman and Mandy Moore (made famous by the A Walk to Remember soundtrack) after that, we watched the videos and we sounded pretty good yay . =)wanna perform again, it's so fun lah :D i went to his hse on wednesday to practice . my first impression of him was that he was pretty perasan la but i found out once you get to know him he's not, really. my bad for judging him, actually he's very talented only that's why he comes across that way . D: HAHA. he cooks very well also . so fattening la going to his house! he makes his own mayonaise :O but it was nice . his mother is super nice also, very supportive of him . she listened to us sing and gave her feedback and all. =) he has loads of self improvement tips lol. funny la.
i've been going to gym a lot lately. hoping to lose some weight. my mom doesn't really like me going to gym duno why -_- she complains i go 2 much but like what the heck i only go to get fit , shouldn't she be happy i'm getting exercise and being productive instead of lazing at home like a couch potato ? :/
-__-'
that's why i go alot la , cos i went up in my weight okay. wanna go DOWN laaaa , tsk tsk.
i miss my brother heaps. :/
ther's a Young Writer's Camp I'm going for at the end of November. having mixed feelings about it D:
and my school play is this Sunday on my school's Awards Nite. EVERYONE READING THIS COME OKAY? it's gonna be like quite a big production cos it's a musical!. i'm singing =) ask me for details if you're interested. of the event, not me singing i mean :P
i've been so busy with Awards Nite preparation. so much 2 do,so little time :(
hahaha i like smiling at you for no reason. WAHAHAHA *grins
very fun la!
anyway!

Labels: pictures

Labels: angst, insanity, poetry, shopping, song lyrics

hello, goodbye, it's your funeral.


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xanga is not loading ! bitch. !@#^$%*&%(
i wanna go shopping todae.
and chris, i'm intimidated by him. he's so freaking all-that.
and i'm like, so blonde and stupid.
he creates his own language, makes his own mayonnaise, is a good singer, can cook really well.
MAN. is there anything the guy can't do?
well he claims he's not THAT good at studies but please la.
he's probly smarter than me.
:(
he's really nice tho and i felt bad for judging him earlier.
:/
oh well. i don't really feel like blogging now suddenly. duno wai, mood all gone.
D:

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i'm addicted to Shut Up and Let Me Go by the Ting Tings.

:D

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SHUT UP AND LET ME GO.

Labels: chris, intimidation, judgment

pff, what the fuck.

Labels: angst, disillusioned, understatement

dude, you freaking SUCK okay?
so fed up la.
pffft.
:P
HAHAHAHAH.
i'm bored. :D:D
shammie painted my nails for me last night,! :) so nice, thanks, banana happy! haha
so pretty, white color. gtg naoz! post more next time!
=)

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