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Remember Me As A Time of Day
that's all that matters.
that's all that SHOULD matter.

more One Tree Hill quotes :D
damn tiring day today. :(
more tiring days to come.
*Dies
someone pls give me a time turner
D:

Labels: One Tree Hill

hey haley?
I love you.

thanks baby.
i love you too.
*swooons
woah the last episode of One Tree hill, Season 6. made me cry a little.. twice.
:P
but season 7 with no Leyton?
suckfest! haha she's my fave character
:(

Labels: One Tree Hill

you gon' hit the lights
i'll set up the camera
let's get to the action
~tuning into 'PCD's 'Lights, Camera, Action'~
:D
their new album's not bad.
surprisingly.
did my Science test today finally. :P
i'm a lazy pig,
someone please slap me. :(

Labels: Pussycat Dolls

don't underestimate me. (:
let the tide take me away
tomorrow is another day
things will get better, brighter.
don't let me go.

~tuning into 'Never Say Never' by the Fray~
:)

Labels: song lyrics, The Fray

watched Angels&Demons with T yesterday.
bloody show had my heart pumping like crazy the whole time.
i was on the edge of my seat.
it was so suspenseful!!
omg.
i kept feeling like an old man about to get struck with a stroke/heart attack.
ish. :(
and like, i wanted to pee too.
sometimes I love T sometimes I want to smack the hell out of him.
but I guess that's normal.
:D dysfunctional friendship. *shakes head.
i got him 2 presents on his birthday. haha noob thought I didn't even get him ONE.
-_-' silly much? anyway it surprised him very much and i am duly satisfied.
i'm addicted to David Choi's 'Won't Even Start'. I want to sing it one day on acoustic guitar (perhaps change to a girl key) and mean it with all my heart. HAHA.
I've downloaded The Fray's latest album, ALL of Matt Nathanson's album (woot! :D), 2 of Mat kearney's albums (I actually already have one already.. but his older one i don't have. his latest one is on the way here from amazon.com :) )hurray for credit cards and online shopping!, Priscilla Ahn's 'A Good Day' which is pretty nice if a bit slow and dreamy, and two of Owl City's albums.
I wanna download Shelly Fraley but can't find her songs anywhere except her free music player on myspace. sucky! :( I was watching One Tree Hill and they played her song during one of the scenes. It was SOOO awesome i immediately went on Google to find out what song it was. haha.
and for me i'm doing okay. now all I need is ice-cream, a hug, and a boyfriend. a decent, smart, funny, doesn't-have-to-be-hot-but-must-at-least-be-semi-good-looking one. :D haha. I'm silly. I miss you Foong Wing Hang!!! ugh. she's the awesome becauseee i can tell her anything and she'll have my back. now who doesn't want a friend like that eh? :)

so now
i'm bored
so I'll post photos.



AHAHAHHA.
this was taken at SEGI i think :D
before practice.

you know why or how i'm gonna make it?
it's because i'm

AHAHA so cute right (:
i have no decent photos of myself.
must learn to take better shots. find better angles. etc. :D

Labels: Mat Kearney, Matt Nathanson, One Tree Hill, Owl City, Priscilla Ahn, Shelly Fraley, The Fray, Tim

I've always said,
I was okay.
But now I don't know
I don't know

~tuning into Shelly Fraley's 'I Don't Know'

it comes with the late night,
this darkness, this sadness
this fear.
i can tell,
it wants to stay.

Labels: confusion, sadness, Shelly Fraley

what happened to me and my ability to separate; compartmentalize?
i want to cut the cord, but i cannot
its because of that stupid promise i made, i am tied to it.
i need to do this, for myself.
but i'm being selfish,
and i'm not supposed to be that way.
i'm supposed to be a loyal, true, good friend who's ALWAYS got your back 24/7 no MATTER what.
what if that line blurs sometimes?
what if every day it gets a little harder.
and i can't even tell you everything.
you would never understand.
which is a pity.
as of right now, secrets can kill and
i'm drowning in the weight of TWO.

it's not fair.
but life never is.
oh,how i wish i had no emotions, no feelings.
if i had the ability to choose when i could turn them on and turn them off.
life would be so much easier for me
instead of these impetuous, foolish things that make me curl up at night
and wish I wasn't so FREAKING alone.
i'm so envious and bitter and hateful
it's not good for me.
I need to rise above this and stop thinking about myself.
my sorry, pitiful, pathetic self.
i want to shut you out, but a promise is a promise and i always try to always keep my promises,
God help me.
God help me.
God, are you there?
I know You are.
I know You're listening, watching.
Help me learn from my mistakes.
i have this bad habit of shutting everyone out
when i need people; friends, the most.
maybe that's why I feel like I'm alone, like nobody cares.
now the nights are growing cold
i'm grasping at straws now,
desperate for a hand to hold.
these fears are becoming real
i need to face them. and be strong.
they always said 'you need to face your monsters to make them go away'
but they never told me it would be so difficult.
~


lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you.

Labels: emo, sadness, secrets, song lyrics

it's the funniest thing;
i want to kill you.
there is no light at my window,
i sit in the darkness,
brewing
dear vienna
the water's dark tonight.
and i confess
we were happy like we should be
then you had to go and ruin it all
i want to burn that bridge and make it fall.

Labels: angst, poetry

sometimes i swear i don't know who i am anymore.
must update more often.
__

i've seen you before,
good looks and bad intentions,
i turn and walk away
but you call my name.
and i swear you've got danger written all over you.
but all i see is confusion.

Labels: song lyrics

today was another full day of shoppin g and walking

Labels: Singapore

YAY extended the trip to Singapore!!!

Labels: Singapore

i'm in SINGAPORE now

Labels: Singapore

okay what's up with me?
first i was into mainstream
now i crave for indie, again
haha weird me :P
anyway i'm so lazy nowadays
looking forward to shopping in Singapore with friends.
no parents.
woohoo:)
i hope to get lots of nice stuff that's hopefully not too pricey.
my first time ever in our neighbor country xP
funny i've been to so many places but not Singapore :O

_______
just let it go.
i hope you didn't mean what you said.
i miss you. (:
_____

drugs
mother
Sun
sadness
curiosity
the reason why
just no, fuck no.
tumblr
how to recognize I'm a psycho
fuck you. I'm fine alone.

i wrap my world in you
all you can think is yourself
this is a time i have to leave
i'm in this by my self
-ignite

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