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Happy belated birthday, Samuel Morse!!!
=)
without you.. there'd be no secret codes.
you rock dude.
i hope to see you someday up there.
:D

Labels: funny

the secrets i know could burn this town
who is the one to save you?
who is the one worth saving?
and day by day,
i rise,
out of the ashes.

__
i love Beyonce's 'Halo'. it's super nice :)
I reorganized my cupboard . 4 more drawers of reorganizing to go! *wipes sweat:P
i realized i own far too many pieces of clothing
:D
HAHA
but i can't help it.
right now i just want a studded belt.
and maybe semi high waisted shorts/skirt
or a black mini with a slit.. ? but not a slutty mini .. the slit
and full length black stockings
that aren't too sheer
:)
i wore a japanese-y school girl chick outfit on sunday
:D
i love fashion soo much omg! :P
i want to experiment with layering and what not ...
i am determined to dress better nowadays :)
hahaha
i have so many clothes so i want to get as much wear out of them as possible
i slept in till 12 today .. ahh feels so good to sleep in.. seriously.. paromia was AWESOME but very tiring especially the back to back shows :S
i love it though.
i know that God is really working through the show :)
i watched One Tree Hill today..
Mouth and Millie yay!!!
i know mouth is a bitch and so was millie..
but it's nice to see two people who love each other so much get back together
=) gives you warm and mushy feelings inside..
and as for Deb and Skills.. haha it was always a lust thing so its a good thing they broke up i think
as for Dan.. i like him.. he's the underdog but he's paid for his mistakes..
sucks that the dog had to eat his heart
i watched Gossip Girl.. and Poppy is really pretty!! but Serena and Gabriel spell trouble..
I like dan.. but he's single atm.. and as for chuck.. ugh he's just as much of an ass as ever ..
and nate and blair?? ew. i don't think they work. what is with this show???
thye keep switching partners like crazy. ugh.

Labels: Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, poetry, secrets

I AM SO SAD.
I CAN'T GO FOR THE SHOPPING BAZAAR THIS WEEKEND!!!
WHY??!!
because of PAROIMIA, the church play I'm in.
how depressing.
I love Paroimia.
but I love shopping too! =(

and dr. pizzicato is gonna be there!!!!!
i wanted to check out alexa !!!!
da@#%#$^#%#$
%#@$)!@#)@$)
:(

Labels: emo

why does she have to be so photogenic?
angst angst
and so pretty? and skinny? and hot?
nothing but a little more than girly jealousy.
:D
okay so who doesn't mind admirers?
but most days i'm pretty gooooood
*does a little dance
yes i'm syok sendiri
but screwww youuuu i don't care
:P
anyway a shout out to my awesome bff
SARAH
she's the bomb diggetty fresh
and yes she has the same name
so together we're a kickass, laugh-till-you-drop team
i miss you silly lah!
i haven't seen you in god knows how long already
*grumbles
you better come and watch me that the play okay???
i hope you feel better soon. i saw your blog.
:/
*hugs
on a lighter note:
i can't waittt for my new clothes to arrive next week!
omg!!
can't waitttt.
online shopping is LOVE
but i'm seriously gonna be bankrupt soon.
and my wardrobe is FULL to bursting
i need a new organizing scheme
i want more eyeliner though
pretty colored ones!
=D
okay i sound frivolous and materialistic
but hey we all have our moments...
mine just occurs oftener
LOLOL
:P
just messing around
our kitchen's being RENOVATED
totally gonna throw a mini party once it's done.
:)
how fun is that?
i got brand new NIKE sports shoes today.
given by Adam's sis,
how totally generous is that?
she's really nice
me likes herrrr
hahaha
it was EARTH DAY on April 22nd. He told me to hug a tree.
the only time i will ever hug a tree is if i'm wearing a fully covered outfit
:D
hahaha
so no. i am not hugging a tree. :P unless you give me a little 'incentive..' ka-ching! ;)
teehee.
i'm reading 'Wicked' in the Pretty Little Liars series. it's totally awesome but it's driving me crazy!
and i hate all the characters. they're all super bitchy. like wth? and everyone keeps dying. so freaking annoying. just END the freaking series already, Sara. that's the author's name. who knew such an innocent girl could come up with such a diabolical, manipulative, twisted plot? :O from her picture she looks innocent at least. (edit: i saw her picture and she doesn't look so innocent after all in fact, she looks pretty evil :P)
i hate my stupid mozilla on my laptop soooo bloody slow omg i want to stab my laptop sometimes
goshness.
must curb urge to online shop.
i'm going to singapore soon and i'll be sure to shop like crazy there. AUGH!!
god help me. lol :( :(
i love desperate housewives to the max!!!

Labels: jealousy

i haven't been blogging in awhile
but here's what I've been doing: shopping!
and it's terrible
so far in the last few days i've purchased
4 pairs of shoes
1 pair of skinny jeans
1 pair of skinny pants
2 dresses
1 top
I FINALLY GOT A CHECKERED TOP !!! ~fricking happy :D:D:D
AND it fits across my chest too xD hahahaha :P
5 black rubberbands
goshness.
i loveee vintage fashion!
omgz.
:) i really need to control wei.,
if not i'm dead when i get to Singapore.
shop until die.
*dies



but zomg my shoes are so prettay!
make my feet look so sexay!
omg.
i love all my new babies
:) :) :)
i sound so retarded now.
and materialistic
but i can't help it!
i love shopping!
i love new makeup!
i went to Pavillion last Saturday. scored VIP tix for MAC's makeup session with this famous makeup artist, Yokoe smth smth, for the unveiling of their new Sugarsweet Collection. like LOVE or what?? I got a bunch of stuff there. happinessssss
I LOVE PRETTY NEW THINGS!
*Dies
i got a new bag, mum bought. but it's so ....
i don't know
hahahahahaha
not me? oh well.
anyway i'm super tired nowadays.
so busy.
sigh.
so much to do, so little time.

Labels: shopping

BUSY BUSY BUSy !
LAZY LAZY LAZY LAZY
=(
NEED MORE TIME
NEED MORE SLEEP!
NEED A TIME MACHINE
AND A TELEPORTER!

Labels: funny, insanity

i just had a very very long , fun, MSN convo with mie.
i created a monster. now, we LOVE online shopping :D
i just realized my life can be very Gossip Girl too.
for instance last year?
wooh. drama-rama to the max.
speaking of Gossip Girl,
Gossip Girl is so annoyingly addictive
i want to smack Dan and Serena cos I like them being together.
it's like a misfit but it fits. does that make sense? :/
sigh. and Chuck and Blair???
WTH is wrong with u LOSERS!!!!
stop messing around and admit you love each other and STAY together for LONGER than 5 seconds will you,?! GEEEZ.
and as for NATE AND BLAIR?
WTH?!
U GUYS BROKE UP FOR A REASON !!!!
there's no sparks between you two.
I so so so don't like Nate's character in GG.!
:X
he's so annoyingly boring
good little boy
ugh
give me Dan Humphrey any day!!!
and VANESSA and CHUCK?
seriously what WERE you guys thinking??
*Dies
sorry.

i find myself being quite bored by One Tree Hill now.
:/
even though Jamie is THE cutest thing!!!!
AHHHH
and Naley LOVE FOREVER OKAY?
but peyton and lucas are getting on my nerves nowadays duno why
and for brooke and julian, same thing :P

i can't wait till beatrice passes me Season 5 of Desperate Housewives!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in case you don't know it's my favoritest show in the WORLD!
lipstick jungle comes after that. and then 90210. gossip girl. one tree hill. privileged. kyle xy.

:D
sage is ANNOYING to the MAX in 'Privileged'
i wanna slap her okay
and megan can be quite annoying too
Rose is so sweet!!!
laurel is just super ice queen!
ugh
I wanna watch the Hills !!
anyone got season DVD?


___
i think i'm gonna try my very best to stop swearing.

Labels: MSN, One Tree Hill

i need to breathe.
my mind is filled with a million things
and i'm thinking over the things you said.
it hurts, but doesn't the truth always do that?
hurt, i mean.
perhaps we are all living in denial,
oh, sweet denial.
this is and isn't easy for me.
i am a contradiction.
a walking, living, breathing one.
everyday you are drawing
a little further from me.
feels like I just lost you somewhere
in the aftermath
of the shock.

Labels: memories, poetry, sadness, song lyrics

God,
i hurt so much,
i hurt so much.

Labels: hurt, sadness

YOU SUCK I WANNA SMACK YOUR FAISE
go get some empathy please.
:]
:D
HAHAHA

Labels: angst

i want to hit you on the head. :)
until you get it.
:)

Labels: angst

I LOVE LEGGINGS.
pink, blue, red, polka dotted.
i just realized :P

Labels: leggings

you know you're a sap when GOSSIP GIRL makes you cry.
i cried when Blair got Chuck down from the roof.
but i got annoyed cos they broke up again.
smack you people. how often love comes along and you just walk away?
Blair is so immature. ugh. Give me Serena any day :P
and the whole plot is so twisted and OC-like. LOL
i miss you, you twit.
:D
you know who you are.
going out with B later. not B the one i was talking about earlier.
another B :P
who's always had my back as long as I could remember,too
:)
i'm so grateful for friends like this.
I MISS IAN!!!:(

Labels: Gossip Girl

sometimes i want to scream at myself for being the biggest ass FOOL on this planet :P
but i don't think i'm the worst after all.
HAHA.
two steps forward, one step backward.
i take it one day at the time :]
it's all good.
i've got people to watch my back after all
and I'm so thankful
that i never went out with him
got a warning from the astronaut
and he was right as usual.
LOL
if you want me i'm a lot harder to get
so
you better do better than that.
~Katy Perry
:)
I need to set myself up a little higher. just need to chill and not overthink
because it's a bad habit and i end up being sad and silly.
which is BAD and B told me to be strong
and he's right.
i'm gonna try, every day.
not lose faith
even though it seems difficult
but i will.
with the help of them.
i CAN do this
i WILL do it
i know i can.
i believe it.
God willing.
:]
it's a fight i have to make.
the price i have to pay.
just keep swimming, swimming, swimming.
haha that reminds me of her.
:O
TQ B, I owe you.
I do. :)
i need to open my eyes and see who's around me to help me up.
and sometimes people surprise you.
sometimes i need you, and sometimes i don't.
and not this time,
this time i won't.
sometimes you just need to reach out to see who's there.
a beautiful tragedy.
:)

currently tuning into 'Breathe - Taylor Swift ft. Colbie Caillat'

and yet it rains when you're gone.

Labels: angst, appreciation, shammie

i hate myself.
it surprises me.
how strong this is.
and i wish for someone to tell me it's gonna be okay.
but no one ever does, no one ever does.
i'm lying half the time
and saying i'm fine
nobody knows the truth.
not even you, not even you.

Labels: angst, depression, emo, hurt, sadness

friday:
i feel like exploding.
like a volcano.
spitting and erupting fire everywhere.
but of course, that's immature.
but it's not like i'm the most mature person around anyway.
*laughs
but i seriously wanna stab something right now.
either that or burst into tears.
lol
but i shall do neither
it's all about distraction, honey.
and i was right, about you not caring.
i'm not into game playing. i'm annoyed by it.
but hell, why not get into it?
everyone's playing it.
-___________-'
ugh.
i wanna throw up.
and throw something.
=D
i will one day i think
hahahahah
gotta take these suckers down cos they just get in my way.
i like Katy Perry.
i like her style of music.
it's so kitschy and unique.
same with Lily Allen.
both of them are freaking awesome.
i got leather leggings.
with zippers at the side
omg
*dies
of happiness
love love love
=D
and i got my black dress.
and i'm going to get my beach shorts soon,
:)
sigh.
shopping...
is....
EVILLL!
but i love it.
:(
__
saturday:
i'm pissed.
haha. like seriously
my throat hurts.
UGH.
hate being sick.

Labels: angst

she says:
i hate how there's so many conditions. i'm tired of it. friendship shouldn't BE that way.
he says:
it's not like that.
she says:
it IS.

i'm addicted to online shopping. someone. please. help. me. now. :S
lolol.
i'm kinda blur now.
don't wanna go to school tomorrow.
:/ but i have to.
sigh. *kills myself.
i'm sick
!@##%@#AFRRGEWQWEQW
why am i always sick??????????
answer: cos my immune system's complete shit

have you ever felt so alone?
in the midst of a crowd.
sometimes i feel that way,
withdrawn.
like nobody knows me.
nobody cares.
yes i'm wallowing so
i'm going to stfu
and go find some other lousy thing to do to get my mind off things.
story of my life.
i miss the people that don't care about me
isn't that strange?
they won't give two fucks
and yet i care so much
and yes i should stop swearing
ugh.

Labels: angst, emo

sometimes the right thing to do is the HARDEST thing.
i cried.
at least Nate's dad is brave. finally.
and Jenny went back to her family.
sorry, just watched another episode of Gossip Girl. season 2 episode 11.
haha. i'm such a sap. :D
i seriously have to start posting more photos :p

Labels: Gossip Girl

it's late
and my eyes are sore.
and so is my throat
and
i wish
i wasn't alone tonight.
:(
i miss astronaut, my friends, diva.
i'm going on singapore trip with friends. WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shopping mou!?
=D
and I'm GOING TO BE SICK TOMORROW
i'm having all the symptoms
i hate runny noses.

Labels: emo

drugs
mother
Sun
sadness
curiosity
the reason why
just no, fuck no.
tumblr
how to recognize I'm a psycho
fuck you. I'm fine alone.

i wrap my world in you
all you can think is yourself
this is a time i have to leave
i'm in this by my self
-ignite

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